Tweet
Its amazing how much pain you can hide behind a smile
How I became the person you see today. In my life there are a few events that influence me to be who I am today. The main thing was my high school football team. Then there was the time I lost my uncle. Before all there was the day I found the lord. Without all those things I would most likely be in jail or dead right not, an im not saying that just to say that.
Growing up I was always the kind of kid who would always keep to myself, I trusted no one even those around me. People would always try and find out what I was thinking, because I always looked mad. So joining the football team was probably the best thing I could have ever done. When I got on the team I learned how to atleast trust people a little bit, and I also learned how to react with people. While I was there I was able to take out any pain, angry, an frustrations that I may have encountered during the week from school or home on who ever got in my way from the opposing team. Sometimes even on team mates who I wasn’t friendly with, good thing for me I was also very talented enough to get a lot of playing time. At the end of the day nothing good last, most of the plays who I thought was my brothers ended up betraying me. I have maybe a handful of people who I stay in contact with.
Losing my uncle very hard for me, I use to see him almost every day of my life since I was about 5 years of age. There was even a point in time were I shared my room with him; he would even walk me to school at times. I guess you can say I looked up to him like an older brother, someone who I can go to when I have a problem or question. One tragic day I woke up and found out he was gone and ill never hang with again. He secretly became a victim of the drug world, to the point we’re he couldn’t handle it and took his life. That was my main motive for not getting involve with drug, because I actually have a younger brother and I wouldn’t like to put him through what I went through.
Going to church turn my life around completely, before I found the lord I had become a wild child, nobody can tell me anything. I find out that the man that I am living with who I thought was my father is just my stepfather. So I pretty much didn’t care about anyone or thing. I was in the 4th grade coming home at whatever time I wanted to and being a riot in class. By the 5th grade I was shop lifting even had thoughts about hurting people for no reason. So that when I went to church there was message for me an after the service I choose to get baptized and accept the lord in my life.
Joining the football team, find the lord, and the lost of my uncle played a major role in the making of Steven Leazard, some of you may know me as Dimplez or Dimperachi. The man you see today would not be so happy humble and love if I didn’t go through those key event to influence my life the way it has. Don’t get me wrong I maybe loving and caring but I don’t accept people to treat or talk to me any way they want. I refused to be talked down to by anyone, so just come at me with respect and you won’t have any problem.
free hit counter
No comments:
Post a Comment